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NEW BLOG

2010-05-13T02:48:00.000-07:00

HI GUYS, Sorry i don't post posts in this site anymore. i hate this site so go to my new blog:)

http://easy-opposite.tumblr.com/

Its better and more colourful :D

thnks:)

2010-02-26T02:23:00.000-08:00

Girl : I will leave now.

Boy : How dare you go to a place like that?! I knew you were clumsy and cause accidents, can't do anything right and always bother guys, I knew up to that much. But how do you NOT even have any self pride? Whenever I see you, I feel ashamed and sympathetic and I get angry!

Girl : That's why! You don't have to care about a person like me.

Boy : You're going around like this, how can I not care?!

Girl : How does going there right now have ANYTHING to do with you?! I'm not the one bothering you, so why are you taking action and WHY do you care?!

Boy : Because you seem so stupid and I get angry! That's why! Why do I have to get so angry because of you?!

Girl : Why ARE you angry because of me?! Just keep looking down on me like you always do!
Whatever I do, you don't have to look at me!

Boy : I KEEP SEEING YOU!

Girl : YOU'RE NOT EVEN LOOKING AT ME CORRECTLY! Because you're so amazing and so bright you can't see anyone near you because its too dark, isn't that right? You aren't looking at anything deeply enough and you don't know anything, so why do you keep doing this?! Why do you keep getting angry at someone useless like me?! Just leave me in a ver dark place. Who even told you to look after me?!?!

And he leans to her forcefully and kissed her.
They're both in shock..

We are the children :)

2010-02-26T01:42:00.000-08:00

We are the world
:)

Happy late valentines

2010-02-14T23:42:00.000-08:00

Hey guys. I know its a little late to say happy valentines day today, but hey, better late than never right ? haha. But I still hope its not too late to wish? haha

Well anyways, I just had my 15th birthday a few days ago so I am officially 15. I don't really know if I should be happy about that cause I'll be closer to death each year..month..minute...second..etc. haha. But well I'd rather enjoy it yea ?

I'd LOVE to say Thank you so much to the people who SPAMMED my phone inbox, my facebook page and my emails and my mailbox with birthday wishes. Thank yo so much. :) I really appereciate it. :) I'd love to thank all of you in person, but I hope this would be enough. That would be the first. I'd also love to thank mum for your love and everything you ever gave me. Thank you for being with me in my 15 years. I hope to still be with you in the future. Love you.

Well, I wanted to talk about something else, about love since I wanted to do something to "celebrate" valentines day But I came across something more interesting.:)

I wanna talk about something that's not really much mentioned when it comes to couple-relationships.

Long distance relationships.

I found this lovely couple on youtube apparantely.

His name is Liam, Her name is Min

He lives in Scotland(Europe)Guess where she lives ? SHE LIVES IN AUSTRALIA!! Thats like sooooo much closer to Singapore than Scotland! They live so much far apart. But they're still together for more than a year till now! At this very moment. I think their long distance relationship is soooooo Pure because to be living so much apart from the one you love. Thats just horrid. But for them to actually have the patience between each other is just amazing.

Well they actually have a youtube Collaboration channel called Vloglovers. Their channel will appear below in case you guys just wanna go check them out.(you should) where they actually communicate by making a video a week each person. So thats twice a week. and I think that's a BRILLIANT idea for long-distance relationship couples like those i mentioned above. haha.

I'm gonna show you 2 video's, the first to introduce their youtube channel and the 2nd is where HE defines love from his point of view, and i thought he was right. And i wanted to share his perspective with you guys.:)

1st video

2nd video

Well, I'm out of things about. And I don't really wanna bore you guys with this post. I hope to be back this weekend and after the common tests. So I'll talk to you guys later yea ?
Bye guys and happy valentines day:)
Vloglovers

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wish wish wish wish wish... for an ipod. haha :)

2010-01-31T00:26:00.000-08:00

Hey guys. Sorry if i haven't been updating. My dearest apologies. I hope to update every week with interestong stories for the week.
Well to start, not very much happened this week. But Anna & I DID see a couple LITERALLY MAKING OUT. That bold sentence included, licking and biting each other. and guess of ALL places where it was ? The BUS. wow. Anna & I were absolutely DISGUSTED. (Don't get me wrong you guys can kiss. But to the extent of touching here and there, and in the bus, is unacceptable)we kept on saying amongsdt ourselves to get a room and that there were PEOPLE in the bus. but oh well. they're lives.

Well, that aside. I also wanna wish everyone a happy chinese new year. :) may the 4 day holiday be long lasting :)

I should be posting again talking about my birthday that will be on 13th of feb 2010. so not t worry :)

Well thats what I have for now, I love you guys who like my blog, thanks. I'll talk to you later. BYE :D

TVXQ's totally different personalities and genres

2010-01-16T21:05:00.000-08:00

Check out the TOTAL difference between this music video of TVXQ
Between this video below..

Whatever they say - TVXQ

And this vieo below..

Tri-Angle - TVXQ

PURE DIFFERENCE. HAHA. That's why I think they're uber unique. :)
So anyways, I'd like to congratualte
Tracy D'cruz
Abdul Matin
Richie Tan
CharnChai
And all the other cast of The Wizard of Oz for your hard work and effort. I had fun, And I thought the show was a success :)

PS. I'm gonna be posting this promotion to bring TVXQ to Singapore in every post i do. Since I love them so much that I'd do anything to see them, why not ask you guys to please help me and many other TVXQ Fans to Singapore. It'll be a great help.

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Love you guys! :)

You. And. Me. I will you my boy~ :)

2010-01-09T06:51:00.000-08:00

Jeremy's Song to Mi Nam - Really Good words.

A song for someone special, can be sung anywhere. Even in the bus. When you're already rejected. I swear. Even if any of you guys haven't watched this drama, Its extremely sad.
Hope you enjoy the video above (ironic)

2010-01-08T22:25:00.000-08:00

Because of her dad, He was abandoned..
And because of His Mom, Her Mom was abandoned...

2010-01-03T03:15:00.000-08:00

Girl : I can see stars from anywhere, Even If I'm not here, I can always see you.

Boy : I can't see you very well. Its frustrating that I can't see you. So, don't go where I can't see you.

Girl : But Even though I'm right here, right now, you can't see me very well.

Boy : I see you. I see well enough to know you're there.

Girl : Can you really see me?

Boy : Yeah. I'm looking at you... So when it's dark, stay within this visible distance from me.
]
Girl : Yes, I understand :)

Saranghae.

Kamsahamnida~

2009-12-29T06:23:00.000-08:00

God ! I just watched this movie a few days ago, Honestly, it was my first time.
Cried like a baby.. Still can't get over the pure love.~ :) I think this picture tells a thousand words.. no, More than a thousand.

Those freezing hands aren't your fault
They carry scars from long before
Afraid to love someone,
You turn your back on the other side of the words...

Like ice, the embraced heart slowly starts to thaw.

* For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I’d make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness

Even if fate’s games hurt the heart...
On the other side of the tears,
A single ray of light will swoop down into the darkness
We know that this is so

As strong as the suffering, we can feel people’s warmth

Everyone is searching for a place
That can take away the sorrow and loneliness
So… for you, that place is here
Don’t be afraid, don’t hesitate anymore, because I’ll protect you

To the point of being painful,
This love is beautiful.
Even if just momentarily
This time is beautiful... :)

Let you dance away

2009-12-28T03:13:00.000-08:00

I dreamed of you floating in darkness, dancing on the moon's stage
Don't burden yourself with the deep deep wounds on your chest all alone
No one can blame you, it's good if you stay yourself

Listen, without putting on anything, tiptoed, to your beloved Bolero
Fly high to discover a place that could even heal your sadness

Inside of a dark room are the unfulfilled emotions that overflow from the window
A dream is inviting the moonlight below, recklessly engraving the rhythm of hope
A dream is inviting

Since you appear like you are flapping to liberty
No one can understand, searching for an answer

Listen without putting on anything, tiptoed, to your beloved Bolero
Fly high to discover a place that could even heal your sadness

Forever, continuing to illuminate you
Watching over
The future where you shall love

No matter where you go
My wish will continue on
Cause I'll protect it

Listen, with dazzling painful passion, to your Bolero
You are erasing it, because you are not alone
Fly high to the limits of your life

Your whereabouts is right here..

You chose a different road...

2009-12-26T00:39:00.000-08:00

Hey Guys, Its the first time I've posted Twice in a day, but It really urged me to post this. :)

Okay, Most of the readers who often read my blog, Would know that I posted a post promoting Korean Boy Band TVXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki during the month of November 2008. And at that point of time, I was a little obsessed with them describing about how Cute and Hot they were. (Dont' get me wrong,they are.) But I may have over expressed myself. I now know why so many fans truly love them. So I admit I was a little imature before. So I just wanted to post this to tell you, I realised why I love them so :) haha. corny.

Ok, so I used to think tvxq/dbsk was all hot and talented with mostly the dancing. But I realised it was not just that. They do have their energetic upbeat music like this example below,

Mirotic(Of course, this is still by far my favourite upbeat song)

And they can really express themselves with this video below. If you watch this video below carefully, you can tell, they really sing BEAUTIFULLY and even express themselves troughout this song:)

Bolero(I swear this song makes me tear up)

Exactly why I think this band is more unique than other bands. Well in My Opinion that is:)

TVXQ FOREVER :)
Ps: Another reason for their uniqueness is that they don't just sing from their native language. They also sing other languages. eg. Japanese and English :)
haha. ok enough. love ya.

AvatarAvatarRocksYourBottoms

2009-12-25T23:51:00.000-08:00

Avataristhebestmovieofallmoviesinthewholewideworld.FromTitanictoTheLordOfTheRingsSeriestowhatevergreatmovietherewas:D

Ifanyofyouguysthinkthismoviesbullshit,Thenyoushouldthinkagainandcallyourselvesstupidforsayingthat :)

WatchitandIswearyouwon'tregretit :D

Wont' you promise me? :)

2009-12-18T00:07:00.000-08:00

Hey Guys. How're you ? :) I'm doing pretty fine myself. I've just been posting a whole load of crap these few days. Well, We just wouldn't be very human if we don't talk about crap every now and then. :)

Well just to let you know what i've been doing these few days that are positive mostly involve my family. :)

Firstly I'd like to congratulate...

Kak Sha Sha and Abg Khidir!
May you both live happily together.

Well that picture was just the outfit number 1, For the engagement/wedding ceremony
(I don't know what the word is in english)
Outfits number 2+3 are during the wedding celebration :) they're on facebook if you'd like to have a look at them :)
Well thats all the time I have. Schools about to start, I can't wait. :) I'm gonna be meeting Tracy and Jerome, same time, same place :)

Well I'll be ending this post with this!

btw ! Beautiful Elysha Nadira on the picture of the top-right just turned 2 !! muah ! love you! :)

More than the air I breathe

2009-12-14T20:59:00.000-08:00

Voice of Pikachu

My Brother showed me the voice actor of Pokemons' Pikachu. OMG. amazing this woman is. haha. SOOOO CUTE, I SWEAR.
Watch the video above :)

The reason is you. :)

2009-12-14T06:22:00.000-08:00

The reason - Hoobastank

This song takes me back.. I wish you could take them all away.
Sometimes I just wished we'd never met.
But I'll turn the other cheek.
Its alright. Its okay :)
sukoshi..Waratte.
I'll smile.. A little.

The reason.. a classic

I'll fcking punch you in the gut if you ever say that again.

2009-12-06T17:30:00.000-08:00

Loveless - Yamashita Tomohisa

English Translation

Somehow I already understand it
The reason why you looked down
It's because you can’t talk about ‘breaking up’
Even though our shadows on the road
Are nestled on top of each other
Our memories keeps fading away now

You must have come across a different love
I can’t find a word to keep you beside me

About goodbyes
And the end
You say it's a lie but still
Our hands have become colder since we let go
We’ll become stranger

Please stop crying
about saying sorry
Because I might end up holding you
The memory that piled up

Before it turns to pain
Let us give our last smile and
Say goodbye

I’m going to be fine by myself
The first time I lied
Hoping that it will stop your tears

It's really important
I don’t want to say it actually
It'll bring pointless emotions but...

I wished for that happiness more than anyone so
Even though I pretend to be strong
I’d like to tell you “Thank you
very much”

Even if we have to say goodbye
Even if we have regrets
It is the proof that we were once together
It seems because of you
Our memories can’t be changed

I’ll forget about it
Let’s put it off our chest
The reasons which we carved together
Let’s move to the new future
Hurriedly, behind your back
with the last smile, I’ll say Goodbye

About goodbyes
And the end
You say it's a lie but still
Our hands have become colder since we let go
We’ll become stranger

Please stop crying
about saying sorry
Because I might end up holding you
The memory that piled up

Before it turns to pain
Let us give our last smile and
Say goodbye

Japanese Version

Mou nantonaku wakatteru kimi ga utsumuku wake wo
Wakare wo kiridasezu ni irunda yo ne
Hodou ni ochita kage wa yorisotte kasanaru noni
Futari no omoi wa ima hanarete yuku
Chigau koi ni deatte shimata kimi wo
Tsunagi tomeru kotoba mo mitsukaranai

(Chorus)
Sayonara nante owari da nante
Uso da to itte sore demo
Hodoita te wa tsumetaku naru bokura wa tanin ni naru
Gomen ne nante mou nakanaide
Dakishimete shimau kara
Kasaneta omoide ga itami ni kawaru sono mae ni
Hora saigo wa egao de Say goodbye...

Hitori demo heiki da yo to hajimete uso wo tsuita
Kimi no namida wo tomeru sube ga hoshikute
Hontou ni daiji datta hontou wa hanashitakunai
Ikiba no nai omoi komiageru kedo
Sono shiawase dare yori negatteru kara
Tsuyogari demo "arigatou" to tsutaetai

Sayonara datte koukai datte
Futari deaeta akashi
Kimi to dakara sou omoeru
Kakegaenai sonzai

Wasureru you ni mune ni shimau yo tomo ni kizanda kisetsu
Atarashii mirai e isogu kimi no sono senaka ni
Sou saigo wa egao de Say goodbye...

(Chorus)
Sayonara nante owari da nante
Uso da to itte sore demo
Hodoita te wa tsumetaku naru bokura wa tanin ni naru
Gomen ne nante mou nakanaide
Dakishimete shimau kara
Kasaneta omoide ga itami ni kawaru sono mae ni
Hora saigo wa egao de Say goodbye...

"end"

Fcuk you.

ahhh ! :(

2009-12-03T08:55:00.001-08:00

I loved it.
but as always, the book was much better cause of course, it had more details in them.

I sure wished they would've shown some more scenes i was hoping to see though. But overall, i'd give it in my honest opinion a 4/5.

The director DID have an idea on how everyone's actions were supposed to be and how the places were supposed to look like so yes.

I'm on TEAM JACOB.
But I do still love TEAM EDWARD. :)

Watch this yea ? If I love it, maybe you guys'll love it too :)

Ps. Yamapi :) get well soon

fairy tail

2009-11-29T06:43:00.000-08:00

http://www.paperpeople-shop.com/index.html
Thank you hafiz!

BOOM CHIKA BOOM CHIKA BOOM BOOM BOOM

2009-11-26T04:41:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! I just got back from SL december camp 09 organised by the Sec 3 SL's 09. camp was awesomely tough. But I'm gonna be stealing my mum's bed in about 5 mins. so this is just a short post to tell you guys who read my blog what i've been doing for the last few weeks

a fallen angel's magic or a monster's technique ?

2009-11-19T21:22:00.000-08:00

Just as usual,
when i turn around that corner,
I merge into the sea of people
and melt away into nothing.

I lose myself completely,
and can find no words to say.
Yet, one thing, your voice
still remains.

Everything about you, your smile, your anger...
keeps me walking forward.
If i just look up, where the clouds start to break...
I think you know what i mean.

"end"

Someday for sure, I will hold it in my hands.
Light burning gently in my fleeting heart, and set it ablaze...
These urges make me want to meet you.
The innocence makes me want to cry..

Flying away. into the summer day,
the fireflies would never return..
You left a kiss without saying a word.
Noddig although you still get hurt,
It was so sad that my life flickering

My sweetheart, I can also see it too.
as the bright moon's light, shines on tomorrow..

"end"

Facing reality with a deep breath,
My gaze tries challenge it..
We burn away all our mistakes and confusion,
All in a blink of an eye..

If you stand on top of countless promises,
That day when we just spilled everything..
Its as though I took an oath and these feelings were building up inside.
If voiced it ties now and the beginning..

Its not just a dream,
or a place that only exists in fantasy worlds..

Facing reality with a deep breath,
My gaze tries challenge it..
We burn away all our mistakes and confusion,
holding tight to the future..

"end"

I enjoyed this post. :)

Don't run away.

2009-10-31T04:40:00.001-07:00

Yes I love you 2N2.
I'll still be 2 floors above you Jerome :D

I'll miss ya bitcheeaass! :)

Thank you medic.

I love my 2N2 SLs :D

Smiles up girls! I love you!

Miss Anthony, I won't let you down. Ifah, OMG. I LOVE YOU LIKE fuck. (:

We all share one love............. TORRES. :D

I'll miss 2N2's Gang Leaders. :)
Partner of science, literature, maths, MT and many more subjects. XD

Woah. Gabazzillion pictures uploaded. But there were too many to be posted here, so.. go take a look at my facebook, and make as many comments as possible. (:

First off, I'd like to thank the people who made me feel ubber special in 2N2.

Anna; for sticking by my side despite the fights we had. I'm gonna miss you like wth.. I can't believe it. You will be the one true friend I'll always stay true to, no matter what. You absolutely have to call me whenever there's good or bad news, I'll cheer you on, and help you out.

Ifah; OMG. You are really something honey. You mad our friendship into a HUGE rollercoaster. Please forgive me for any of my wrong doings. I know its no longer Hari Raya, But its never too late to apologise. Thank you for all those crazy times, like walking paces form tss to wcpark and back to clementi. thanks for the fun times in the SL room doing our duty. I'm so freaking glad that you're an SL with me. Stay true to yourself no matter what the situation.

Fitri;hooooohh.. fitri, fitri, fitri. I Love you, I'll miss you! Thank you for all the help and pushing me through my problems. Thank you for your weird faces and expressions which never fail to make me laugh, thank you for your loud voice and laughter, I'll never forget that. And thank you for being the LIFE of 2N2. You are remembered by me and hopefully, our ENTHUS.:)

Nurin; NUUURIIIN~ HAHA! thank you for being the kindeesstt friend I've ever met. Please make sure we stay in touch in the future, thank you for helping out stop the fights, I hope you'll stay strong like a WOMAN, We're all turning 15, so as women, We'll have to stay strong. Be sure to take charge as a big girl to your future BF. :) Thank you for being there for us, me, and 2N2.

Valerie; Dear Valerie, Your Hard Earned work as 2N2's Vice Chairman has finally paid off! Thank you for enduring so much for us. W'ere sorry for creating so much trouble, but we'll love you, for your hair, your voice and your cupcake-ness. ;D
And now for the guys. :)

Nicholas; Oh nic. You and your Linkin Park-ness, your noisy drumming, your funny insults and your caring kindness. :) Thank you so much for your help, in my life. You are one of the best friends in 2N2 I could ever look for :)

Elfie; Elfie, thank you for helping me in my MT, I seriously hope you'd be in the same class. Thank you for all your greeness and asholic actions that always make me laugh! I apologise for anything I did to offend you. thank you thank you thank you! :)

Agus; Agus, you'll always be my first Enthu friend. I remember our very first conversation which was about liverpool, after that, eminem.. And then more rap artists. I know you've had your ups and downs but just so you know, I'm here to help as much as I can to make your life better :) So I better be your VIP guest in your future wedding. haha! You have succeded in being 2N2's Loved chairman. Thank you for your hard work, your comedic personality and your UBBERR BAGGY PANTS. I hope we'll be in the same class next year. If not, we better hang out when there's the chance.

Well, for the rest of the enthus, You know what kind of message i'm trying to give. So. I'd rather not bother you with the same thanks etc. :)

Ps. This was a post that was supposedly to be posted 2 weeks ago. heh..

something raaeeed.. something.... BOOMS. wtf?!

2009-10-24T01:36:00.000-07:00

TAGME TO THIS QUESTION (:
If you were to say "hi, how are you?" to a total stranger. How'd you think they'd feel..
My answer would be. " Who the hell is this person.? is she really talking to me? or just mentally disabled?.. of all people to say hi ?.. no wait, why say hi now ? and why me ? crazy ass.."

haha !

May all of you move on to sec 3. Will love enthus forever. An amazing two years with you guys even though we got into fights, misunderstandings, we're still standing tall. thank you to the people who are still staying by my side. we have tons of pics that will remind all of us that we were EX-ENTHUS. (: keep your smiles up and happy. (:

LONG LIVE ENTHUS. I love you all.

Simfoni Filem Nusantara was boooms! awesome! (:

2009-10-19T01:18:00.000-07:00

Hey guys ! (: I'm back finally.
ok. the exams are over. Now just anxiously waiting for the results(no.. not really .)

Well, just to update you guys on what's been going on between the exam schedule, of course, there was lots of studying and revising and cramping last minute formulas into the brain, I also had rehearsals for the upcoming Pesta Raya performance that just happened yesterday. So there was alot of work to be done.

15th October 2009
Sports Leaders overnight. Had alot of fun :) But was really tiring. Taught the Sec 2's how to lead other people for example games (: trust me, its definately easier said than DONE.

17th October 2009
rehearsals at the Esplanade concert hall. huge freezin place. but We got used to it. Finished at 1200am. -.- had to go back there the next day by 0900am. =.= but it was all worth it

18th October 2009
THE BIG DAY.. Pesta Raya with OMS, and the regional celebreties such as Intan Nuraini, Rossa, Fuad Rahman, Elfee Ismail, Hairiani and Taufik Batisah:)
Well, the pictures below will say it all (:

TAUFIK! (:

Rossa and a friend (:

Presenting Puteh!

And Hitam!
I blurred the faces of my friends cause i felt it would be more respectful (:

To;
-Anna
-Tracy
-Jude
-Aizat
-Zee
-Faiz
-Syafiq

Thank you so much for supporting and coming to the show ! :)

2009-10-12T05:27:00.001-07:00

uggh. I feel too lazy to blog. -.-.
currently having my EOY Examinations. so i might as welll not post about anything.

2 soldiers marching up and down

2009-09-30T06:13:00.000-07:00

Agus : Zahid~ How to do this question?

Zahid : I also skipped this question. Do the other one. Easier.

Agus : Where do we find the answer?

Zahid : Over here.

*Turns to geography textbook page*

Zahid : Here here.

Agus : Eh, this is not my textbook you know. Its sofia's.

Me : nvm.nvm. just highlight and circle.

*Highlighted and circled the answer in the textbook*

(Nick turns around)

Nick : Eh, you circle got extra line. Can join anot ?

*STARTED SCRIBBLING ON MY TEXTBOOK*.

wtf? But it made me laugh.:)

You had me at hello (:

LOL

You had me at hello.

2009-09-29T05:32:00.000-07:00

I'm just not getting a spark of friendship nor love these days.

Maybe I have to move on ? Am I moving ?

Am I feeling anything ? I don't think so.

"I don't think so" sounds like both a yes and a no.

The yes sounds convincing..

The no feels right. But It'll hurt.

Who the hell am I moving on for ?

It was many months ago.

You had me at hello.But now,

it seems empty again. Who's doing this ?

Its stupid feeling.

But it feels good.. Like its peaceful..

LOL.

Jennifer's a murderess! (:

2009-09-19T01:51:00.000-07:00

OK. ITS OFFICIAL, I HAVE TO GO WATCH JENNIFERS BODY.
Its Now or NEVER (:

By the way, to all muslims,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, may you apologise the the elderly with sincere love (:

mooon walk ~

2009-09-09T00:52:00.000-07:00

OKOK, I was hoping the second day of our leadership course would be worth going to, and thank god it was ! What a fun day it was. And to top it all off, we had some pictures taken to commemorate 7 and 8th of September 2009 as we became certified leaders of tomorrow

(Quotes to Mr. Monte)

Yellow IS our symbol.(:

I found out the Mak cik Keropok was gonna lecture us on how to put on your scarfs.. FIRST AID STYLE!

Smiles all around:D

I had no choice but to help out granny with the walking ;)

There are actually more pictures but I'm kinda lazy to upload everything so the pictures will be in my facebook profile, just lok for the album (:

So I bid to everyone, Peace out :)

Team 3 Power!

2009-09-07T04:01:00.000-07:00

PHHHHHHOOOOOH!. OKK.. that felt awkward.
anyway, wow. Its only monday, the beginning of the September holidays and I'm already bushed. Whhooh. Really tiring. and its gonna get tougher after today.

Alright, today. Monday, 070909. Went for a leadership courseat Qifa primary school. Obviously I wasn't the only one. that'd be really nerveracking. I went with Anna, Keith, Matin, Charlene, Xin Yi, Jeslyn, Rachel, Rebecca, Victor, Janice, Izzat, Shari and Ashraf (: Wow. what fun we had. Played ice-breaker games, asked the lecturer to do moon walks, learnt many new things about leadership. I was in group number 3 in the ice-breaker games and any physical activity.

We met the coolest most nicest instructor of all! He gave us tips and advice on how to be a great leader. So we thank him for guiding us through the course.

Fortunately, we'll be having the same course tomorrow only we'll be going through something different. If I'm not wrong, we'll be doing first aid. We definately hope it'll be something worth coming and learning to.

So I hope I'll be able to post more often just to get you huys updated. I'll try to find the time this week to tell you what I've been doing this September Holidays. I'll be busy, but I'll find my time (:

Signing off!

Baby are you downdowndowndowndown (:

2009-09-02T06:57:00.000-07:00

Chris Cendana's songs or covers can give meaning to your lives, your relationships or your family (:. So I'll always be promoting any of his songs I find wonderfully meaningful.

This cover of 'Down' by Jay Sean in collaboration with Dom DeGeorge is really awesome. seriously listen to it. amazing voice, amazing harmony, amazing song, amazing people

(Verse 1)
You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control

(Bridge)
So leave it behind cause we have a night to get away
So come on and fly with me as we make our great escape

(Chorus)
So baby don't worry
You are my only
You won't be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You'll be my only, no need to worry
Baby are you down down down down down
Down, down
Baby are you down down down down down
Down,down
Even if the sky is falling down

(Verse 2)
Just let it be
Come on and bring your body next to me
I'll take you away, turn this place into our private getaway

(Bridge)
So leave it behind
cause we have a night to get away
So come on and fly with me as we make our great escape

(chorus)
So baby don't worry you are my only
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down
You'll be my only no need to worry
Baby are you down down down down down
Down,down
Baby are you down down down down down
Down,down
Even if the sky is falling down

(Chorus)
So baby don't worry you are my only
you won't be lonely Even if the sky is falling down

You'll be my only no need to worry
baby are you down down down down down
Down,down
baby are you down down down down down
Down,down
Even if the sky is falling down..
:)

Dont' forget to tag (:
Signing off~

2009-08-31T03:19:00.000-07:00

A very happy teachers day! 310809 maybe your best day ever :)

We hope that these little gifts of comedy and love will make you feel better everyday.

Yes, we do irritate you. But its because you care am I wrong ? I see your smiles everyday, I feel your care and support every minute and I feel your love every second:)

So happy teachers day to all the teachers in the world!~
love Sofia.
Signing off!

Gloria!

2009-08-25T05:53:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, so recently I posted post on happy puasa right ? Well now I'm kinda blank on what to post about these days and I have quite alot of time since the common tests are over and I'm more free than I usually was, so.. My request to you guys is answer these questions below on my tagboard. It'll help me alot cause I can get a new idea with what I'll post in the future. It'll also benefit you guys my readers cause you might have gotten bored with all the older posts.(We want more!), So, here we go

Q1. Do you read any books? Name the Title and authour Do you think I'll like the books? Why?

Q2. Any movies you'd like to reccomend to me? Horror? Action, Drama, Romance? Name them (:

Q3.Songs Songs Songs! I wanna know what kind of songs you guys like! Any you'd like me to listen?

Alright! Thats the first 3 questions. Send me a tag or a post a post on your blog to answer these questions~! (Tag me once you've posted the answers and I'll have a look [: )

Signing off!

ShaneDawsonNigahigaSmoshDesandateHappyslip. I love youtube (:

2009-08-22T02:16:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! Well, recently I posted a post dedicated to all my friends, family, teachers etc. Hope you all enjoyed it..

Anyways, This post is to wish all the muslims in the world a

Selamat Hari Raya Puasa!

(Happy Hari Raya Puasa)

I hope everyone will fulfill their fasting months satisfyingly :)

Hopes everybody lives through a month (:

I'm here. smile

2009-08-20T05:56:00.000-07:00

I was really inspired to go further in my life with this song.
And I know that there'll always be a hand to help me up..
Be it family,friends,pets etc.
This song by my favourite youtube celeb. really can teach you that even if you feel like the whole world is on your shoulders, or crashing, There'll always be a soul watching over you or a person to comfort you.. This song touched my heart, I hope it touches your hearts too.
ps. I'd love to dedicate this song to everyone who gave me love, support, care, and a shoulder:)

Here by Chris Cendana

Lyrics

Every time you're down and upset
Shoulders weighted down with regret
Even when the load wont let you go
Gather up what hurts you so bad
And the situation you have
Its alright to take your time to let it show
You know

You can call me and I will lend an ear
Baby you can call me
When its raining tears
I might be gone but not for long
So have no fear
You can call me
And know your man is here

Maybe we can talk a while
Maybe we can share a smile
Guess Ill never know
Unless by chance I score a laugh

We can reminisce about
How we got to where we are now
Or maybe that one time
you bruised me in the eye really bad
Remember that

You can call me and I will lend an ear
Baby you can call me
When its raining tears
I might be gone but not for long
So have no fear
You can call me
And know your man is here

You dont have to make the call right now
But it would be nice to hear your voice
Somehow

You can call me and I will lend an ear
Baby you can call me
When it is raining tears
I might be gone but not for long
So have no fear
You can call me
And know your man is here

You can call me
And know your man is here.

The people I'd like to thank because they were "here" and still am for me.
-Mum
-Dad
-Siblings
-Cousins
-Ohana(Family)

-Tracy Hillary Leonard D'cruz
-Nurul Farhana Bte Muhd Fadzil
-Sharifah Fathilah Bte Syed Yaacob
-Jerome Lim Yang Chun
-Agus Alfian Bin Zulkifli
-Fitri Natasha Bte Rahman
-Era Nadira
-Valerie Chew
-Elfie Yskandar
-Hafiz Imran
-Hafiz Rahim
-Nicholas Lim Jia Wei
-Zahratonnisak Bte Amyadi
-Siti Fatimah Idris
-Rusydi Bin Mazlan
-Siti Syahmah Bte Zulkifli
-Muhammad Syairazi Bin Sulaiman
-Muhd Faiz
-Sabri Izzudin
-2N2's
etc.

-Mr Wan
-Sports Leaders
I love you all, thank you from the bottem of my heart..(:
God bless you all for being part of my life(:

Sofia.

2009-08-10T05:39:00.000-07:00

G.I.JOE. :)

Not a bad movie actually. Very action packed, I enjoyed it even though it wouldn't be the movie I would usually watch, but I enjoyed it :)

To anybody, who loves action packed movies as much as I do/don't, you'd wanna catch this movie :) Might hurt your ears a little, But its worth it :)
Signing off!

2009-08-06T21:25:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. really sorry I haven't posted in such a long time.
Well, with the exams around the corner, I didn't really get into the blogging mood. It was all just books books and more books. But just to update you guys on what recently happened here goes.
Enjoy :)

1st August 2009
I would like to congratulate The newly wedded couple..
Cousin Kak Imee and her husband Abang Farid :)

We had an amazingly fun time at the wedding, Held at "The Chevrons",
Not only did we enjoy the wedding, we were finally able to reunite with the cousins!
Before The bride and grrom appeared for the engagement ceremony, we camhored for a minute or 2 ;D
Like a little something like this :)

Finally, here comes the bride! and groom :)

I've never seen a sweeter couple other than these 2 yet!
I once again congratulate Kak Imee and Abang Farid ! May you both have a splendid future ahead!

4th August 2009
Ughh.. one of the worst days, I had to sit at home for 4 whole days because of the stupid flu!
I really miss my Enthus, I miss their love and care and crap! haha! I'll be back to give all of u guys a BIG HUG!

Well, thats abt it,
Signing off!

2009-07-25T03:50:00.000-07:00

I wanna go out
I wanna go out
I wanna go out
I wanna go out
I wanna go out
I wanna go out
I wanna go out
I wanna go out

;D thats all folks.
Crawling off~

2009-07-19T02:10:00.000-07:00

I love it I love it I love it !!
Its amazing!
Better than I expected. didn't dissapoint me at all (:
anynoe who hasn't watched this, has to catch it now !

With his song.

2009-07-06T04:05:00.000-07:00

Strumming my pain with his fingers.
Singing my life with his words...
Killing me softly with his song..

Chris Cendana w/ Meghan Tonjes. (cover)

nonono! D:

2009-06-28T03:49:00.000-07:00

I hope that person isn't me.

I refuse to accept the fact that the E____ A_____
is me.

If not, I'll be making the same mistake again.
.
.
.
.
.
I'm sorry. I'll just pretend I'm that blur queen. (:

2009-06-25T06:15:00.001-07:00

Yet, another movie watched ;D
Its transformers ! Revenge of the fallen!
I was waiting for this movie all summer !!

Unfortunately, I thought it wasn't Fantastic.. ):
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I THOUGHT IT WAS...
PHENOMINAL!!!
Amazing! the sound effects were awesome!
The technology was GENIUS! Overall, I LOVED it better than the 1st movie. Action all the way from the beggining till the end.

Hilarious, action-packed, romantic, dramatic (:
all of my favourite things to look forward to a movie :D

Went with the family except for my mum, ): Instead my cousin tagged along. haha. Its not a bad thing (: alright. I gotta jet.

Signing off.

The last place I'd go to.

2009-06-23T06:05:00.000-07:00

Yes! I finally watched drag me to hell!
It was amazing, gross, gruesome, on top of all that,
SCARY!
I didn't think it would be THAT scary. But it really took me by surprise!
I went with Jerome, Sandy and Valerie. Unfortunately.. They were the only people who were free. I sure wished the others came along too. It woud've been better (:
*And scarier* ;D

For anyone who hasn't watched it yet. You should definately catch. This movie.

While its still in cinemas :D

Signing off!

dagadagadagdagadaga~

2009-06-21T22:07:00.000-07:00

Lets update ourselves with the list of things I would want for this year(currently)

1. I need a new closet.
2. I need new pairs of shoes.
3. I need to buck up with my studies to go through 3N1
4. I 'm hoping for an extended holiday because of the H1N1 Flu crisis.(Not that I don't want anyone to get better just that a few more weeks of no school wouold be nice too)
5. I need a raise in my allowance.
6. I need to start saving my $$$ (:
7. I need a night out with my girls. (:
8. I need to destress.
9. I need to lose weight.
10.I need a new semester resolution *(:

If there is anything you wanna add in say a tan or something just tag (:
I'm out.

its legal to lose a friend.

2009-06-18T07:30:00.000-07:00

Went swimming with ____ this morning. Till 10.20am. went to shower, took some breakfast and i dropped by her house.
It was smaller than I expected.. oh well. (:

She taught me abt those cosmetics and such. And suddenly, we started dressing up. Yes dressing up. She started dolling me up like i'm her personal LIVE doll. but everything turned out nice :D

After that she started asking me to pose for her to take pictured of me and stuff like that.. really weird, oh well. I guess a little girl time is good for me to maybe get away from the family boys.. after that we got soooo tired we plunged to her bed and slept for the next twenty minutes. she rebonded my hair. turned out nice. she was complementing me the WHOLE day.

Went home and got ready to celebrate aidil's half/half birthday, at pizza hut. had a hearty meal. But i gotta burn all that fat tomorrow. ;D

chatting with izuwan now.
signing off (:

Turn them lights doooown~

2009-06-12T22:43:00.000-07:00

Anna and I created a new meaning of a word.
haha

WUMBO~ :DD

. . .

2009-05-31T05:58:00.000-07:00

I JUST LOST A GOOD FRIEND..
Because of me..

DAMN,. I HATE MYSELF FOR LOSING YOU.

2009-05-17T22:04:00.000-07:00

OMG . Exams are finally OVER OVER ! [whew!]
well. For now actually. After that, its back to the books. But so fasr, hmm. The exams just pass so quickly. And.. Somehow, this may sound creepy, but i kinda wish that the exams wouldn't actually end so quickly. LOL. Well. They can't please us all can they ?[Afraid not]

Well. Now, June Holidays are coming up and me and the gang(aka; family) are off to Thailand;Phuket. Just really excited. Hopefully we won't get sick [praying,praying,praying] And there are more camps coming up. Really excited. And hopefully, I won't stay cramped up at home[i'm 14 for god sake. Let me be free ;D].

This post is actually to just update you guys on what i've been doing the past few days, cause i've just been posting crapless crap*.. so yea..

Happy coming holidays ya'll.

I'm out.
Ps.Xoxo

It don't matter if they say you ain't beautiful.

2009-05-16T20:58:00.000-07:00

Close your eyes,
tell me what you see..
Is it you alone standing?
awaiting patiently.

You know i love to guess what you're thinking
it's fun, don't you agree?
to try to play a psychic
to such a mystery

when i close my eyes
i fly above the trees
so i can watch the sun
crash into the sea
running through the clouds
breathing in the breeze
oh, how it soothes

(chorus)
if you only knew
what you do to me
or feel what i can do
or see what i can see
i feel i'm next to you
when i fall asleep
when i think of you

don't try to use a knife
to get inside my head
cause if you truly loved me
you'd care if i was dead

you know i love to joke
if i didn't
i would not be me
but if you were a book
who know what i could read

cause when i close my eyes
i can feel your lips
kiss the perfect parts
like velvet fingertips
relaxing on the sand
the wine we have to sip
is so very sweet

(chorus)

Chris Cendana - Velvet Fingertips.
Ps.Xoxo

Ps.Xoxo

2009-05-15T07:17:00.000-07:00

Death is Peaceful..

Easy...

Life is harder..

Damn.

I Love You

Deny Thy Father.Refuse Thy Name.

2009-05-11T03:58:00.001-07:00

hello/greetings/hey/hi.
Went shopping with mum and elder un-identical twin brother faris today. n WOAH. spent loads of mum's $$$$. o.O
i bought..

New crumpler bag
A pair of charles & keith shoes
A pair of converse shoes
A new wallet
A new pouch
A new blouse

(I think thats all of them)OMG. that costs a lot.

on top of that, went to ear icecream.. S_________

Met some horrible ppl like th RUDE SALESPERSON.. AND THAT SMART ASS WAITER.

but overall, it was oook ~(:

Chatting with Izuwan now ;D making my day. (MISSING YOU ALL)
i'm so parched. :]

dot..dot..dot...

2009-05-08T21:34:00.000-07:00

hmm.. Not trying to side with anyone at this moment, but first things first, Just trying to get the story. ok?
Firstly, Mr N. told Ms A. that YOU didn't want Mr. N. to text you? maybe? haha. SOMEHOW, Ms. A found out. [Actually I know how she found out.LOL] and she's like really pissed with you ? She thought you were her *Sistaa* or somewhat like that. this is the story so far. Not too sure bout the details though.
Ms. A heard that you said that you were controlling her life ? hmm.. weird. You say blah blah blah. (I don't really wanna say) snd now she's really angry with you. She told me that if she's still angry with you by next week, She MAY fling her hand to your face.. *Shit*.. You better watch yourself darling. I can't stop anyone now. So .. I'm jsut gonna see how you'll react to her..
So all the best to you..

Sofia
Ps. Xoxo

Happy birthday to you !(:

2009-04-28T03:04:00.000-07:00

Hey ~ (: whats up ? how's life. ? okok. nevermind that, 260409, Went to WCP to celebrate Tracy Hillary Leonard D'cruz's Birthday party[Her birthday is actually the next day. okok.

I went to CityVybe to meet up with Keith, and after that, we went to meet up w/ birthday girl and the others (:. they were Kinda/really slow cos Keith was really impatient. haha.

After we met, went to wait for the SLOW 175 and met up with Jerome C, Jerome L., Elfie, Anna, Fitri and her Lil' sis at Mac' ;D(she soo cute btw).

Went out of mac and tried to find a good place to cut the cake which was baked by Tracy's very own Mummy ! nad also because it was gonna rain.

I don't really wanna go on to the details yet. We found a place and sang happy b'day to Tracy and ate the really really sweet~ cake.

ok. after that, we played such complicated games, I got confused almost easily.=.=

okok. 5.00pm. We were all tired, and HUNGRY. ._.. so went to Mac'Donalds to eeeeaaaattt~..

Keith was being his assholic self like pouring the milo into the curry sauce and outting the frenchfries into the mixture and stuff lidat. XD

after that, the best part of all, we played at WCP like no one's business, Camwhored and such like that. Here are some of my favourite photo's which I and with the help of the people who came took :DD

Tracy(left B'day girl) Ifah(right)

The sweetest couple (bottom):)

[Anna and Jerome C.]

GJD & GJP or GJD & YJH ??

2009-04-18T21:11:00.000-07:00

Just a post for u guys.
mind judging who's a better couple between these pictures i'll be showing shortly.
Basically, its the same girl but 2 different guys. Just judge anyhow you like (eg.sweetness, looks etc.)

Or..

So WHICH couple do you think is good ?

TAG TO JUDGE ! ;D

<3

2009-04-12T01:21:00.001-07:00

Post is dedicated to anybody having a hard time in relationships or just having a relationship .(: aight ?
Will be typing some words.. Pls tag me to see what you think about them. (:

BEFORE A RELATIONSHIP/IN A RELATIONSHIP (NOT THE TITLE)

Its a yearning heart.
Even if you're by my side, I still miss you..
Hey My Girl/Boy..Like glass, it's an uneasy heart to me.
Like this, I want to place you in my embrace..
Your smile that is like the sunshine,
Your fragance that is like the wind, Your warm breath.
Your bright eyes.. I like it.(:
INtoxicated in an armful of happiness,
Just in case this love will become a dream, or everything will disappear,
I'll tightly hold your hand next to me..:D
STAY BY MY SIDE FOREVER..

AFTER A RELATIONSHIP..STILL HURTING (NOT THE TITLE)

Even though I tell it not to go, even though I tell it to stop,
My heart keeps going towards you..
It doesn't wear out, it doesn't decrease..
Why is my love like this ??
One by one I count and count the memories,
My heart can't rest for even a moment..
It'll just become a baggage that becomes hard to control,
Why can't I even throw them away ??
Really, my heart must have done something somehow,
I must have become a fool that's blind from love..
Just one place, everyday one place,Looking at the sad light is you..
Even the tear glands must be broken, My tears won't stop.
Just one word.. The one phrade that you love, Can't you just tell me ?
Even uf I hold out my hands, no matter how much I call out,
You're always far from me...
It'll be a love that becomes painful scars,
Why can't I erase it ?
I try to comfort myself with the lie, that i'm happy if you just smile..
Because the place you're going towards is not me.
The lonely tears flow.
I must gone crazy over this hard love.
Can't have you, Can't forget you.
Waiting for you day by day.
I must have gone ill from missing you so much,
From loving you too much..
Just one thing.. your heart, that one thing.
Can't you just share it with me ?
Can't you love me ???

(:

PlayFM

2009-04-09T06:25:00.000-07:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG!!
My Friend introduced me to a internet radio which is somehow a really cool internet Radio station. the station is called..
PlayFM. The DJ's arn't as professional as the DJ's on radio, But somehow I find really cool to actually have an Internet Radio on blogspot. haha.
HHOW DO U DO THAT ?

"Anyways..." If you find them interesting, you can tune in to them at their link.
http://play-fm.blogspot.com/ ;D
They air LIVE usually at night around 8.30 or 8.45pm (: [check them out.]
you can request songs you want by just tagging ;D [check them out.]
[CHECK THEM OUT]

PlayFM ALL THE WAY~!

you still are. (:

2009-03-19T19:17:00.001-07:00

YOU WERE JUST THE BREEZE THAT I MISTOOK FOR AS AIR..

I've been travellin' on this road too long..
Just tryna find my way back home
The old me is dead and gone

No more STRESS, now I'm STRAIGHT, now I get it, now I take
Time to think, before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left YESTERDAY
The HEART of me is STRONG today
NO regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away
I WON THE FIGHT
I LOST THAT WAR
I can still see my Girls walkin' out that door..

I TURN MY HEAD TO THE EAST.
I don't see nobody by my side
I TURN MY HEAD TO THE WEST.
Still nobody in sight
SO I TURN MY HERAD TO THE NORTH.
Swallow that pill that they call PRIDE
That old me is dead and gone
But that new me will be alright

I'LL BE ALRIGHT *(:
JUN PYO !!
JI HOO !!
YI JUNG !!
WOO BIN !!
JAN DI !!
GAEUL !!
LOVE YOU ALL

MY FRIEND.

is it really you??

2009-03-15T06:53:00.000-07:00

I tried my best, telling you what's right.. But in the end, its your choice whether you wanna take in those words and put them to good use. so. I leave it all to you. I'M JUST GONNA SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU.. Not saying that i won't care, but at this point of time, i might not.. cos i tried, i don't wanna stop trying to advise you, but it might not be of any use of you don't do something about you. (: love you always... SERIOUSLY.

SOFIA.(HOPE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.)

Sorry. Are you right.?

2009-02-17T02:13:00.001-08:00

Fine. this cold shoulder attitude HAS GOT TO STOP.
I can't take my eyes off of you cos I wanna tell YOU how sorry I am to you. That was why, whenever you gave me the cold shoulder, It was like a knife tearing out my heart and the only way to patch the wound up, was just looking at you.
I wanted to tell you that I am Very Very sorry that I offended you on 17/02/09. But I was just trying to tell you HONESTLY that you have changed a little..ONLY A LITTLE. I just couldn't figure which part of you changed. As I said again, I don't want to start another argument/conflict/war/fight. We've been together for a year. I don't want to end that. You've become more than what I said to before. I don't wanna ruin this awesome relationship that we have carved for such a long time. SURE we will go through this kind of situations. BUT at least have the guts to actually say something or a smile. Giving the cold shoulder would only make it worse. I was actually really afraid to tell you the truth last recess.. But I just wanted to let you know. You didn't have to make it a big thing right ? I was just telling you. I wanted to tell you what I thought of you. Isn't that what we've been doing for the past year ? Or have we ? I'm asking you.. Have you ? or Have you not ? I trusted you, and still do. But do you ? We've been holding on to each other. Whenever you were too intense or too down. wouldn't me, I__, N___ etc. be there ? Yes we have.. EVEN if you didn't realise it. All I ask from you was your forgiveness. I hope you read this and that this message helps you, me, and our relationsip.

LOVES.
SOFIA.

? ? ?

2009-02-14T21:09:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES DAYYYY (:
LOVING ALL THE PEOPLE WHO WERE THERE FOR ME (:
LOVING all my family, my mum, dad ETC. ;D
WANNA BE TELLING YOU MY SECRET VALENTINE(S)
BUT YOU MIGHT WANNA ASK ME PERSONALLY

WITH LOVE.
SOFIA (:

A VERY HAPPY UN-BIRTHDAY! TO YOU ? TO ME (:

2009-02-13T03:47:00.000-08:00

HELLO HELLO EVVWEEBAAADYYY (:
YES. FRIDAY THE 13TH.. 09.
yes It was my birthday. ;D
13th feb 2009. I GOT
-SLAPPED BY ENTHU'S (:
-TICKLE CHOKED BY RAZI & DANISH (:
-WIPED WITH POWDER BY KAK SHASHA(I smell GOOOOOOD XD)
-CAKED BY SEC 2 SL'S (:
-GOT CAKE STUCK UP MY NOSE BY MR WAN ;DD

14TH FEBRUARY 2009 (:
Had my 14th birthday paty at Jurong Sports Complex with..
-ANNA(BUDDYBUDDY)
-IFAH(HUG BUDDY)
-NURIN(PARTY BUDDY)
-ATIQAH(LAUGHING BUDDY)
-FITRI(PEANUT BUDDY)
-HAFIZ R.(SC BUDDY)
-HAFIZ I.(MATHS IRRITATING BUDDY ?)
-ELFIE(SADEN BUDDY)
-AH'LEX(WAN'LEE BUDDY)
-JEROME(AH'LEX'S BUDDY)
-JEROME LIM(NEIGHBOUR BUDDY)
-RAZEEE(FUNFUNFUNFUNFUN BUDDY)
-FAIZ(HAIR MESSING BUDDY)
-HAYUU(FAIZ'S BUDDYBUDDY)
-AZRI(QUIET BUDDY)
-ZAHID(BEAN BUDDY)
-SAUFIE(ARE YOU OKAY BUDDY)
-ETC.
THANKS YOUS VERY MUCH FOR COMING TO THE PARTY. LOVE YOU ALL (;
SOFIA :D

DAMN..=.=

2009-02-07T02:16:00.000-08:00

HELLO HELLO.
Just to let the people whom I told about my birthday party on 14/02/2009 ata the Marina Bay Condominium..
UNFORTUNATELY, it has been cancled.(ask me why personnaly)
yes I know. its very sad. UNLESS, any of you have a place for me to have my party together (: I would appreciate your awesome offer by this week. if there isn't, then I might just plan an outing with you guys. ;)

SORRY ONCE AGAIN
LOVES EVERYBODY
SOFIA

To them, your just a freak.. LIKE ME (:

2009-01-29T02:39:00.000-08:00

HELLO !(: UNFORTUNATELY, this post is to be releasing all my anger on these 2 people I really care about, but actually doesn't seem to see it. you may continue to read about these 2 people, or you ay exit to my neighbours on the links ;D
cheers

Person #1

WHAAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH YOU HUH I___H?! COME ON ! YOU'RE BETTER THAN THAT !
THAT WAS WHY YOU DESERVED A REALLY REALLY TIGHT SLAP FROM A___! Although I felt a little sorry for you at first, BUT after hearing what A___ said, what YOU told her, I had no choice but to AGREE AND ACCEPT THE FACT THAT SHE SLAPPED YOU AS HARD AS A BITCH COULD..

We're not doing this for the fun of it until you cry your HEART out. We're doing this cause we CARE about you. Your a FUN AS HELL girl. NOT SOME EMO PSYCHO. Excuse me ?! What in the world has gotten into you ! We don't want any ARGUMENTS,FIGHTS,CONFLICTS between any of the classes or in OUR class.
We're done with it ! stop !
ALL we ask for is for you to FORGET this type of people. HONESTLY WOULD YOU CRY OVER N_________ ? PFFFFFT ! He's LOWER than you. I bet my brother can treat you better.. Your a girl growing to be a mature young lady. you SOOOOO have higher standards..
I sincerely Hope this message would make you realize that this guy, just does'nt know how to treat you like a man SHOULD treat his woman, OBVIOUSLY this guy, is not really man. NO offence, but in MY opinion, he's just a coward who treats girls like paper. He doesn't deserve such a special, talented, fun girl like yourself.
MUCH LOVE
Sofia.

person #2

OK. We understand that you like him an insy,tinsy winsy bit. But if A____ is not in the wrong, why are you ignoring her ?? She was jsut telling the truth about who likes who.. She's not the cost of your little love triangle. thats yours, Az__, H________ and yourself, its your problem. you can turn to me, I___, F____ OR A___ especially. you don't have to handle this on your own.. Thati's what friends are for. Like I___, I also hope this message goes through to you. (:
WITH LOVE
SOFIA.

Don't call my name

2009-01-20T02:32:00.000-08:00

You think it'll release you from this world. but it will get worse if you continue.
Please. All i'm asking from you is to just relax.
It will get worse if you continue. you have your friends for you to cry on. You don't need to do such a stupid and ruthless action. I wish to spend my days with you. along with miss I***. I don't want to mourn you thinking you did a stupid thing just for the sake of releasing yourself out of your life. So if you're reading this now, please do me a favour and tag, to make sure oyu PROMISE me NEVER to do that stupid thing again. I love you. But somtimes you have to take care of yourself. Life is a long road we need to walk through.. TOGETHER.. We can't walk the road just on our own without being to support each other in everything. WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU. I hope this message will come through to you. Because I really want you to stay together with me. we've come so far together. I thank God that he you to me. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have changed for the better, that loyal trusting smile you have. I don't want to lose you for nothing. I want to remember the days we spent together smiling. (:

MISS. ****BELLE. I LOVE YOU :)

'O'

2009-01-18T02:54:00.000-08:00

HELLO HELOO HELO EVERYBODY (:
I missed you all.
Sorry if it took a long time for me to update my blog. HOPEFULLY, IF YOU PRAY FOR ME, i MAY Update my blog (: Love u all ;D

okok. err.. ytd, went to Seksuan's condo. had lots of fun. pushed ppl in the pool. the peole i can name would were,
-NAT
-JENNIFER(PARTIALLY WET)
-IZUWAN(PARTIALLY WET)
-SHERYL
-AGUS
-IFAH
-MATIN(FELL FLAT FACE FIRST)LOL
HAHAHAA NAT GOT WET.HEHE

SAW THE SUNSET.. PART OF IT

WELL... MKAY... BYE :D

LIKE A TATTOO ;D

2008-12-02T23:09:00.000-08:00

HELLO HELLO ! This post is dedicated to a person who I KNOW has helped me alot in my life (: And so... I wanna thank her for always helping me and giving me advice in WHAT to do & WHAT NOT to do..

Thank you AZURA GOH. for help throughout the years after we met ;D
I would've regreted NOT meeting you.. ;) HOPEFULLY, WE WILL STAY IN TOUCH IN THE FUTURE. Whic we will (: I will make sure of ;D

LIKE A TATTOO... I'LL ALWAYS HAVE YOU..

DBSK

2008-11-16T05:34:00.000-08:00

Wassup gang ?! how are ya??
Well.. I'm doing ok.. (: don't worry bout me.. recovering quickly (:

Well..My friend Showed me a HOT korean band which I THINK all girls will go

GAGA over them.. ;D

The band is called DBSK(Don't know why exactly)

all are,

HOT

CUTE

Awsome singers !

Awsome dancers ;)

Well I'll show you their pictures so you can judge for yourselves (:

First of all, here is the whole group

Its actually the same group cos their hair for different albums (:

Alright.. I think you have seen enough, Next, is the individual members of DBSK.

First up, The 1st HOTTEST & my favourite of them all !

Hero Jaejoong !!

He looks Soo.. HOT & CUTE In both Hair colours ! sorry.. -.- Alright.. Next.. is the 2nd Hottest.. thats what I think (: haha.. PS : Max Changmin is known as Anna's favourite ;D

Max Changmin !I love his smile the most !!
Okok.. Now, the 3rd hottest....

U-Know Yunho !

Kyaa !~

4th Hottest !! Mickey Yoochun !!Last BUT not Least,

Xiah Junsu !!

So yes.. Please pick out your favourite guy and tag ! If you are interested in them ;)

Forever 1n2

2008-10-31T07:45:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey people !

31/10/08 was th best class outing EVA ! even though most of our classmates couldnt' come, we still had fun ! (Just wished that we had more) Well, we still had a great time (:

well we took some pictures in the BBQ if course.. (:

Class that will be loved

Forever more.. Sisters(:

My crazyy wonderful Partner !

Aparantly.. more pictures are not uploaded yet.. but there will more soon to come (:
With Love-

Namless..

2008-10-25T23:54:00.000-07:00

I got this website from Anna ! Its super fun as hell !
I Decided To use the Gothic Names.. [Thanks Anna for th website !]

1n2.

Girls.

Era Nadirah - Beautiful Nightmare
Fitri Natasha - Twisted Whispers
Simin - Disturbed Angel
Sheryl - Midnight Fantasy
Jessica - Heavenly Demonic
Yanti - Toxic Tears
Haafizhah - Innocence Lost
Nurin Athilla - Flirting with Suicide
Nurul Farhana - Dead Pleasures
Sharifah Fatillah - Violent Addict
Sheila Ang - Vicious Tongue
Sofia - Cruel Intentions
Clarisse Soh - Latex Freak
Hatika - Violent Beauty
Emily Tan - Violent Beauty
Sandy Tan - Lips Sewm Shut
Valerie Chew - Mummified Corpse
Michelle Woo - Cob Webbed Crotch

Guys.

Agus Alfian - Liquid Fantasy
Muhd Azri - Damaged Roses
Charnchai - Kittie Corpse
Elfie Yskandar - Liquid Dreams
Jerome Lim - Heavenly Demonic
Nicholas Lim - Homicidal Maniac
Hafiz Imran - Razorblade Kisses
Hafiz Rahim - Necrotic Freak
Muhd Fazri - Withered Waste
Muhd Saufie - Lucifer
Marcus Chan - Leather Pleasure
Marcus Lim - Crimson Moon
Muhd Haqib - Dead Psycho
Muhd Zahid - Velvet Dreams
Jing Han - Fatal Mind
Richie Tan - Pixie Corpse
Timothy Khoo - Violent Addict
Joel Wong - Bloody Kisses
Ming Lin - Bloody Angel
Aggassi - Faerie Corpse

Wow.. hahahahx... some sounded a lil' GAY-ish.. but ALL sound really nice (:

(CREDITS TO ANNA FOR GIVING ME THE WEBSITE)

With Love-

I'm sorry..

2008-10-22T04:55:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to somebody who I thought could stay with me till my last breath.. But I maybe wrong.. You always say that everything is ok.. And I don't need to worry about anything.. But everything is not.. There will still be people who are still not convinced, like you..

So I wanted to apologise to whatever wrong I had done.. Not just you, but to everyone who is reading this.(But mostly to my sister.. you know who you are)

I'm sorry about this afternoon.. but it was the only way I could tell you how I feel..
I'm sorry that you had to go through all the stress you had been through.. I didnt know how you would feel..
I'm sorry for always asking you to be by my side..
Sorry if I had changed, I know you want the old me back.. I am trying very very hard to change for you..

I loved all the times we had spent together.. And all the laughs we had.. I thank you for lending your shoulder for me to cry on.. And sorry if I didn't lend you mine..

This is also the words I write for you.. so you can realize what I had observed of you.. To me, you also changed.. your attitude towards us has become less interesting.. you are never amused at what I say.. you tend to not pay attention to me and just nod at whatever I say.. I waited until you realize what has happened to you.. But I couldn't take what you were doing to me ever since you had him.. I felt I didn't want to interfere in your relationship.. that was why I went ahead with them..

I hope you read this.. (:

With Love-

Dedicated to all..

2008-10-16T02:51:00.000-07:00

Hello to all people out there ! male, female or both.
Just dedicating this post to all my friends who have helped me throughout the year..

Photo's will be shown (:

These are the people I really want to thank.

ANNA !

[ I love you to the ends of the earth, and will still love you..You will always brighten up my day. You are my one and only sister and will stay as my sister..Even though we haven't been talking that much for a long time, I know that I'mstored somewhere in that lilttle heart of yours which can carry so much love and pain..With Love- ]

AGUS ! [ You were like my brother(: I really treated you as my LIL' brother..we haven't been talking that much for the past 2 terms, but it's ok if don't want to.. I still think of you as my really good friend.. We may not get along, that much but that doesn't mean our friendship will end (: I hope to cherish this friendship forever..With Love- ]

ACEM, KIMI, AMIN ! [I know we only got to know each other during the mid semesters but I'm glad I was able to get to know you awsome guys ! I love you guys to the CORE ! You always make me laugh, cry, scream etc. fun stuffs ! I hope to stay in touch for the rest of my living life (: With Love- ]

Fitri !

[ You always looked up to me and asked me for advice.. I too looked up to you and also asked ofr many many help.. I just want to thank you for whatever you did..(: These are the very words I can express for you.. With Love- ]

Well I can't possibly put ALL photo's and describe everyone (: But I will put as many photo's I can post(:

Thanks To ALL my friends out there who helped me through the good and bad times in my life.. I love all the things we did together.. The laughs, the screams the cries etc.

With Love-

P.S. everything I write in this very blog is F***ing TRUE

Thank you..

NOT DEAD !

2008-10-11T20:57:00.000-07:00

Hello bitches ! :P(i'm kidding)
Sorry if my blog is dead, but yea.. It WAS.. But i promise u to be updating my horrible diary life

either every week, day or what not

Anyways..

10/10/08 performed at the Istana for some Hari Raya celebrations(Btw : Selamat Belated Hari Raya to all my muslim Fellas & Shawty's)

Performed with my beautiful frens INCLUDING Lini, Kak Lia, Kak Anna(anna bebe),Kak Ima etc.

Myself & Lini

Outside Istana !

From Left- Kak Ima & Kak Anna.

Very Fun, Very Tiring.. And almost fell sick.. 0.O

So yes, i'm convalesing from tired(ness)
But will continue to Update diary Time & Again ((:

ByeBye Bitches ! (I'm Kidding)

With love -

Nervousness..

2008-09-11T22:18:00.000-07:00

Wassup ya'll !

Today didnt go to skool.. -.-

Had my Grade 5 intense, nerve-racking Violin Exm .. !

Was SUPERSUPERSUPER SCARED !(Almost forgot my scales o.O")

woke up at like 7.30, Bathed quickly, put on my (Not so) Best outfit, practiced like a maniac..

and minutes passed, it was time ._. (damn)

mum wasnt thr, dad wasnt thr... Goosebumbs..

Went in , said good morning to examiner, played first 3 songs,

Song Of The Ghetto(Gypsy song)
Sicciliene(Dead Song -.- )
Tambourine(The happy song -_-

After tht, Pianist left th room... was alone face to face wit th examiner.. Scariest experience ever.. my sight reading sucked, bt my scales, bole thn la(oook.. ) :p

Went out, stiff,breathed IN & OUT.

Wow ! scary ! :p

bt now.. i'm fine n t tired..

-With Love (:

Sofia (:

Moderate Parents (:

2008-09-01T03:45:00.000-07:00

HEY ! WASSUP ??
Well.. just bored and hungry.. ):
Oh well.. at least it helps me go slimmer ((:

So yeah.. today..hmms..
Abg not around.. -.- (in skiil taking his N's, ALL TH BEST !!)
getting bored evry second..
ANNA ! why can't u go out?! thts y.. -.-

so jus sittin around usin th com,watchin tv, so i'll jus do smtg UNexpected.. ((:

ARE YOU:
►Perfect: Of course ! NOT !
►Tall:yea(got a prob ??)
►In your pajamas: Nope ((:
►Left handed: no. ):
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LAST
►Friend you saw: Azuraa !
►Talked to on the phone: Nisaa !
►Person to text you: sumbody ((:
►Is today better than yesterday: no(bored & hungry -.-")
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FAVORITE:
►Number: 5
►Colour: lots ((:
►Food: Pizza (Italian) XD
►Place: I forget XD
►Football team: LIVERPOOL !!
►Song: Cant' find the words (Currently)
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QUESTIONS & ANSWERS
Q. What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
► Sahur.(:
Q.Do you have anything bothering you?
►Yes !
Q.Where is the last place you went?
► Suzuki Music School.
Q. Do you smile a lot?
► Yes,Of course!
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
► At times (:
Q: Are you a friendly person?
► You can say tht ((:
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
► Matress (:
Q: Why did you sleep there?
► Comfy ((:
Q: When was the last time you cried?
► 5 nights ago )':
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
► I need to let go..
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
► 4.. )):
Q: What do you hear right now?
► Music. duh' :p
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
► Yes.. )':
Q: What's your favorite month?
► February all th way !! =D
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EMOTIONS:
Are you missing someone right now?
► yes .
Are you single?
► yea..
Are you tired?
► yes.. (bored & hungry)

With Love -

____________

Le Grande' OPENING !

2008-08-28T07:04:00.000-07:00

Wassup ma ppl ??

Well, jus opened th GRAND opning of..

My very own blog.. (:

(ALL CREDITS TO ANNA !)

so , feel free to link me, tag me n

stuffinessmunchines

(stuff-in-ness-mun-chi-nes)